Love Story part 1

Today I wanna tell you bout all of my love story~~


I knew "LOVE" when I was 13yrs old or maybe 14yrs old, at that time I found my first love..
I never met him or saw his picture, just by phone calling and sms.. It was.. emm weird..
I ever loved him, he was looks like my bro.. (I'm brother complex)..
And when April 16th 2008, I officially lost contact with him..
His name is Felix..


And because I'm the one who so hard to move on, I tried to left all my feeling for him..
And just few days after that, there was boy ask me to be his gf... He was my first bf but.. I can't love him..
Well, although I couldn't loved him, we had a relation around 2years..
I couldn't love him cause he always force me to do what I didn't wanna do..
His name is Robby. I ever tried to started to loved him but when that feeling began to came to my heart, he played affair with me.. He lived with the other girl who doesn't have an "officially relation" with him, he was sleeping with the girl..
Thanks to God, I couldn't loved him..


After that, I was falling in love with my friend's ex bf.. Hahaha it was funny.. XD
Her ex bf, he was college student at Doctor Faculty UNPAD (same with Felix but in different depart. , Felix at Pharmacy Faculty UNPAD)..
His name is xxxxx, I dont wanna share his name coz maybe that boy will read my blog~~ =="a
You can ask to her , who is he~ hahahaha XDDD
FYI, he is playboy XD


Then, because I got hurt cause I loved him,  I tried to focus on my junior high school national exam..
Time after time, Robby's young Brother, his name is Dede.
I thought, I would fall in love with him, he was kind, careful to me, etc...
But I was wrong, he isn't the good guy like what I was thinking bout him...
He and his brother try to get "My something precious"...


From the child, I promise and I swear to myself to God, that I will give "My something precious" just for my bestman forever, for the man that I'll love all of my life..


I was so shocked at that time, he asked me to "did it", and I didn't want.. He isn't my bestman, he isn't the man that I'll love all of my life..
After I said "no" to him, he said all of bad words to me, just because I don't wanna do it..
Yeah, I try to be the Assertive Woman, I'd say "no" when I dont want, I'd say "yes" if I want..


Fortunately, until today, right now, I never get my "first kiss"..
So many boys in my life, but I still save and protect myself carefully just for my bestman, just for the man I'll love all of my life..


Well, I'm sleepy now.. I gotta sleep now, and tomorrow I will tell my another love story.. ;)